A Letter to Savannah’s Guardian Angel, April 29, 2011

Dearest Angel,

I don’t know your name, but I have seen you. I had a glimpse of you over Savannah’s crib in the hospital one time –folding your magnificent wings around her – blessing not only our precious girl, but everyone else in the room. I know you are with her this instant – watching over her - and that she is never outside the safety of your wings.

She’s had a rough road for her short 19 months. But what I believe right now is that our sweet Angel Girl understands. If it sometimes seems like she is confused, it’s only because she has to deal with so much from her physical body right now, so she gets distracted. But the Truth is that with her young child clarity she can hear her old soul wisdom. She knows that she has been sent here to teach as well as to learn, and she is willing to be both the teacher and the student. I know she is learning – her family is learning - and every life that has touched hers through this journey has been changed for the better.

There seem to be more questions than answers right now, so I am going to trust you to keep her safe without understanding why this is all happening. I am trusting that sweet Savannah is experiencing your presence whenever she is feeling separated or in pain – and that she is embracing the truth of you without question. I know that you allow her Mommy and Daddy and the people around her "with skin on" to love her and meet her needs… and then you fill in the cracks and take up the slack when things get bigger than humans can handle. I believe she sees you clearly when she feels alone – hears your soothing voice singing to her when she is upset – knows with everything in her that you are a channel of goodness and comfort to her in every moment. I suspect that sometimes, when she seems distant and detached, it is because she is sitting in your lap, enfolded by your wings, completely focused on soaking up all the love, light and peace that come directly through you from her Holy Creator. Her mind is not cluttered with all the craziness and suspicions that we adults carry around… so she can accept that you are there without questioning – or wondering if you are real. She can believe in you in the pure childlike way she believes in God and in herself… unconditionally, with no doubting. She is a perfect representation of Good, as are you… and she knows it is okay. Everything is okay.

Thank you for being with our Savannah Angel – for faithfully seeing her through everything that happens. Thank you for always being right there beside her, your lovely face and kind eyes smiling into hers, radiating God’s pure Love. I am grateful for you… and I thank you for doing all the things I cannot.

In loving gratitude,

Savannah’s Mawney

PS - could you please pass this along to the other Mielke and Elward Guardian Angels? Thank you!

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